silly boy, has it never occurred to you that i may the one with a change of heart?
two unexpected phone calls tonight, one from you and one from a friend in an exotic island. both got me thinking.
i should have put you on a higher priority, but i didn't.
i should be the one standing by you when you need me, but i'm not doing my job well.
i should made time for you, but i didn't.
and here i am rethinking what i want from you, what sort of relationship we can both settle for
being with you wasn't easy, and little did i know letting you go is gonna be much harder.